So...havn't been on for a very long time now.XD i desided to get more into art and im trying to by a scanner and some computer programs. any suggestions? I want to start on a web comic to but cant because i dont have a scanner <.<;; so will most likely have it in jan.bleh

So ya know of any great programs tell me!(sorry if my spelling sucks,took my sleeping meds a while ago <.<;;

wow im finally back! *dances around and blinks* and I have..wait is that right..???? 158 new messages all together? oh my...well umm I will be getting to every single one of them soon. so dont worry ^.^;

Man I have been gone a lone time. Been sick almost 24/7 so I havn't really moved from my house unless to go to work. ^.^; ya I need the money and sleep.Been kind of depressed lately since sam isn't here so thats another reason I havn't been on.hmm

Today I acutally(ok I have no clue oh its spelled but its to late at night to care I guess) went outside today to the mall.which was scarey..kind of.I got petted by a old women because I was wearing my cat ears around. XD wow I was so confused..she asked me to purr for her..I wonder what she was one.hmm spent over $120 in clothing for school and asked this other old women to help me <.<; (ya first time to go out and by jeans for my self) So I went up to this random lady and said" hey your a mom right?" she blinked and was like "umm ya why?" I kind of hugged her and asked her to help me find jeans that fit. I really dont know how jeans are suppose to fit so im glad she helped me. *sighs* man I should have asked her to play DDR or somthing.lol she was that cool.
then I went to hobby lobby and raced around with the carts.ya..dont ever do that.huge women will case you down and take you out! then I got alot of paint..like $40 worth.wow.I never spent that much in hobby lobby before. o.o; well im going to stop rambling.even thought I had more to say..but oh well! got to get to all those messages!woot!

Gahhh.Im so bored since sam left for Japan on monday! *sniff* now I have nothing to do and I miss him. -.- He'll be back for 3 days then hes going back home..*sighs*

I also just finished a new painting for him but I dont know how im going to get it to him. There is 3 pieces to it altogether and I dont know how to send it over to him <.<; gah.And now I have to figure out how to mail his computer all the way over the Seattle( note that I live in Indiana..gr).

ya went to [link] and took some messed up quizs. mostly about kyo or dir en grey! wheee they are sooooooooooooooooo...hot. ^.^;;;;;;
I really dont know how these things work so im just going to paste them on here and thry to get them to work <.<

which j-rocker are you?
Enigmatic. Abstract. Masochist. You are Kyo from Dir en grey
<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/G/gijeum o/1055267870_ETemporaryjrock_kyo.gif" border="0" alt="You are Kyo.">
Enigmatic. Abstract. Masochist. You are Kyo from
Dir en grey.


<font size="-1">Which J-rocker are you?< /font>
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<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/C/CarpeN eko/1040564093_ltskyoface.jpg" border="0" alt="Kyo Face">
Kyo's Face ... what are you? You scare people with
your looks, your attitude, your whole being.
Gah, you scare me!


<font size="-1">What Dir en Grey Anatomy Are You?</font>
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<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/I/invisi goth/1041319139_Kyoquiz.JPG" border="0" alt="DeG">
He's a handful...but so small and kawaii!


<font size="-1">Which Dir en Grey member would make your best pet sidekick?</font>
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<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/K/kyofan aticbitch/1058616427_aaweirdkyo.JPG" border="0" alt="HASH(0x8e9c018)">
You are the Weird Kyo. That means Kyo himself. Ha.


<font size="-1">What type of Kyo (Dir en Grey) are you?</font>
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woot hope they worked! if not then ignore this <.<

Today was hella great.I got to smack some guy in my first hour with a ruler (he deserved it so dont worry). Got a good grade for a paper that hour and it was pretty good.Besides for that I got moved from my Curt bunny! *sighs*

the rest of the day was ok.had a great lunch and no one bothered me today.When I got home oh man it got worse. <.<;; I ate somethine bad, really bad, and I threw up like 8 different times. geeze that was horriable.I didn't know people could do that.

and now I just woke up and im told to go back to bed. <.< ive been sleeping for like the past 6 hours and I need to do work. But hey ill just stay up all night painting. =^.^= whee!